A man on a mission, the sun rising before him and the darkness collapsing behind him

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Some Inspirational Quotes By Famous Human Beings



"Our deepest is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do. It is not just in some of us-it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others."


One of my most favorite quotes in all of history. Gives a lot of insight into the purpose of achieving some sort of greatness. Achieving doesn't make others fearful of u, it makes you a gleaming example for others. As we succeed, our success is meant to be an inspiration to the whole world, to tell them they too, are capable of what we have done. It grants them courage to break away from their petty fears and make an effort to become what they desire.

"Don't let what you can't do stop you from doing what you can do"

You won't believe how many geniuses and talents I've seen lose their way mainly because they feel that they're not good enough to achieve whatever they wanted. They didn't even try. No, you won't be able to do certain things in this world that you believe you need, but focus on what you do have and what you can do with it. The things you don't have won't matter because it was never in your grasp. Just because you lack some ability in one thing doesn't mean its should stop you from trying.

"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present."


There is no time like the present. This is speaking from experience, which is more than you would expect from a 17 year-old. The past is only there as a guide. It shows you where to go next based on what you've done, so you can't look back too long or you'll get too caught up with what's already done with. Its great to plan ahead, but setting your gaze too far ahead will cause you to miss what's right in front of you. Being prepared for the future is fantastic, but its useless if you don't take care of what's going on right now. 

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."


Staying alive is not good enough. I could be living on the curb, homeless and no future and still be alive. Being alive and living life is not the same thing. Life has so much to offer, you could make so many memories with the people you care about, but you're letting something stop you from experiencing that. Once you miss it, its gone - there's no second chance. So many people miss out on it, and that is something they need to to add to their list of regrets, because it is literally a once-in-a-lifetime chance. You only have this life to do something that matters, 

"You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now."


Death will never wait for you to get ready. It won't give you the chance to prepare yourself and do the things you wanna do before you permanently leave this world. That's why you do it now, so when you are ever called to leave unexpectedly, you'll be a little bit more content with what note you left this world in. That's the only thing thing you are in control of- now and what you do during it. 

"We must be the change we want to see in the world."


I hear so many complaints about what is wrong in our society, the ills of mankind, the troubled generation, etc, etc...and what I hate is, they're a part of all these things they're complaining about! They rant about all the things they see wrong when they're contributing to it! I know it's not my place to judge, but if you really wanna see changes, it must start with you. That doesn't mean that when you make a change that the world will soon follow; it means that you can't get the world to change when you as an individual refuses to change yourself. You can complain all you want, like I am, as long as you're ready, willing, and able to be a part of this change you wish to see.

"Begin doing what you want to do now. We are not living in an eternity. We have only this moment, sparling like a star in our hand - or melting like a snowflake."


Anything can happen to anyone. Life is unpredictable, and I've seen things happen to people who never had it coming. The only thing you can rely on in life is now. This moment. Nothing else should matter since its the only thing we're in control of. There's no guarantee that you'll have the same chance to do something tomorrow than you do now, to either succeed and become something epic, or fall short in an attempt to succeed, thus melting like a snowflake, one that is never the same as another.

"I shall pass through this life but once. Any good therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show, let me do it now. Let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall never pass this way again."


YOLO. This is what its basically saying in an intelligent fashion. Every minute you waste are minutes you can never get back. I know it means nothing now, but when you get older, you're gonna see all the unimportant things you wasted your time on that seemed so important when you were young. You only have now to do something that actually matters. Look at me sounding like I'm a wise old man haha. Don't let me kid you, I'm making these same mistakes that I've been talking about, and that makes me doubly stupid cuz I'm aware of the error yet I still keep doing them. You only live once, and no one's gonna live that one life perfectly. Just try your best. Watch the movie Remember Me, and you'll see what I'm talking about.

"Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard."


Talent is great. It could get you anywhere you want if you have enough of it and if you know how to use it. But all that is useless if there's no effort behind it. Any number multiplied by zero is always gonna be zero. That's how it works, and I've seen a bunch of talented guys fall into this hole, including myself. Talent won't get you by when things start getting harder, which it will. Hard work will get further than talent when the talent won't get up to even try or give up when things get harder. Talent is useless without a little bit of hard work and perseverance, I don't care who you are what kind of talent you have. You have to be able to take that next step.

"The people who are trying to make the world worse are not taking a day off...why should I?"


Take a look at the world we live in now. Its not perfect - it never was - and if you see all the wrong that goes on, you'd be a fool if you didn't even get an urge to try and want to do something about it. I'm not gonna see here and make a laundry list of all the sick problems I see in this world, because I don't have to. I'm sure you've seen it too, maybe even experienced it. Your conscience should be screaming to you to go out and make a difference. There's so many things that need fixing, and once you do it breaks again right after you leave it. That's why we can't take a break. Our world is plunging further and further into darkness with every passing second, and we can't afford to take our foot off the gas pedal.

"Waste no more time arguing what a good man should be. Be one."


Anybody can talk the talk. I can sit here and write a list of things that a good person should be. I can sit here and waste time, discussing what good people should be capable of when I could be out there showing it to the whole world. Actions speak louder than words, and good leaders lead by example before they start barking orders. Going out into the world and exemplifying the qualities of a good person will touch more hearts than sitting here in this blog and typing qualities of good people. Quit wasting time, instead of talking about what to do, go out and actually do.

"A person who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new."


Screw-ups are a part of life; there's no getting rid of that. Whether that mistake is a choice or from impulse, it still adds on to your list of grievances. That's not a bad thing though if you handle it right. Learn from it, cuz that's how you learn throughout life. Every time you try something new, you're gonna screw up somehow (unless you get really lucky) and that's normal. You learn every time you mess up, you're gonna be a freakin sage.

"Learn as though you would never be able to master it; hold it as though you would be in fear of losing it."


Stay humble and hungry. When you're learning anything - in sports, school, etc - treat it like something you could never perfect. You learn and you learn, because you know there's no end to your journey. You can't perfect basketball. You can't master writing. There's no point where you can just say 'hey I think I'm good enough.' Even the best are never satisfied with the talent they have, because they know that good enough is never enough. And once you have something like that that's worth protecting, treat it like it's gonna slip through your hands if your not careful. Anybody can work hard and achieve something, but all that won't matter if you aren't able to cherish it.

"If you don't know how to live, why wonder about death?"


I find it so funny how people who are just sitting there wasting their life away scared of dying. Your life never began, dying wouldn't be an issue; there wouldn't even be any change - you'd just have your eyes closed this time! Being alive is not the same thing as living, and the only reason people fear death is because it ends the life they're living, and there's no reason you should fear the end of something you never had.

"Do not pray for an easy life...pray for the strength to endure a difficult one."


An easy life is over-rated. Yea its easy, but you get nothing out of it. In life, you get as much as you put in, and it will never be easy if you're putting in as much as you possibly can. Imagine if you could walk away at the end of the day from the hardest life you have ever lived. Think how strong you would be if you could. If you were actually strong enough to take a beating from the worst life has to offer, you could go through anything. So yeah, hope for strength, because you never know when life's gonna decide to give you a little test. 

"What a fool does in the end, the wise do in the beginning."

A fool learns his lesson and makes adjustments in the end after he makes the mistake. The wise makes the adjustment in preparation of the mistake. They don't wait till they screw up when they know that they could fix it now. There's very few wise people out in the world that I see, me not being one of them. Its OK if you're not one though, as long as you learn and move on.

Abortion

The following post is a little something I found on facebook. I am a very strong pro-life advocate, and abortion is one thing that I feel very strongly about. Many argue that it is the woman's right to have the choice of whether or not to keep her baby, but they don't realize that the right of abortion is the right to commit murder to a defenseless human being who hasn't even seen the light of day. And what's worse is its now something that is acceptable in society, that people, as well as our government, are okay with the mass murder of undeveloped infants. No, I will not bring my religious views into it, because my religious views are not the only reason I resent abortion. Religion or not, the massacre of millions of innocent babies is morally unacceptable, and I can't even believe its an issue that different political parties differ opinions in. Nothing makes me more mad than people who use the woman's right to abortion as an argument. and it speaks a lot about what kind of society we live in now. That is murder - cold-blooded murder - and this little piece kinda shows it from a different perspective


Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll...call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.



You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.



Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.



Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.



I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.



Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?



You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?



It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake anymore?



I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.



Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!



Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please help me! Make them stop!



Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.



Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me anymore? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live, smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!



I love you, Mommy.



Every abortion is just…



One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak

The Purpose of Life

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but its very important that you do it, because you can never know the meaning of your life, and you dont need to. Just know that it has a meaning. Every life has a meaning, whether it lasts a 100 years or a 100 seconds. Every life, and every death, changes the world in its own way. Now I understand that enjoying life should be of much greater concern than trying to understand it. So don't take it for granted...but don't take it too seriously. Don't postpone what you want, don't leave anything misunderstood. Make sure the people you care bout know how you really feel, cuz just like that...IT COULD END.


(Got most of it from Remember Me...good movie)

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

First Legit Post (its a poem)

Ok my first legit post. Wrote this poem when I was like a freshman, but I think its good...good enough to post up here to share anyway.
My Life
by: Jean Villarama

Welcome to my life, and this is my story
A tale full of pain and glory
A story revealing the real me
For all the world to see

My story, what a fairy tale
Too many things done to only fail
Too many mistakes and things undone
Looking back, I feel so dumb

Back and forth, my life has been
Between mistakes and what could've been
Wishing I could go back
And fix these mistakes I had

So much pain, and I've just begun
I haven't mentioned the things I've done
I know I'm guilty for the things I've said
And all the things that's in my head

If I burn for every sin I've made
Then in the future, I'll surely fade
All this pain locked in one man
Whose very life has just began

God is my witness throughout my life
He sees everything, no doubt in my mind
All my choices weren't always right
Still my soul feels as dark as night

My whole life has felt so hopeless
And it was all counsumed by darkness
I've commited one sin after another
I don't think God should even bother

But above all, I know my faith
There's no way I'll stand at Hell's Gate
God loves me, no doubt in my mind
He'll protect me, no matter what kind of fight

God gave me basketball, my heart & my soul
And I thank Him for that, praying I won't fall
I work day and night, perfecting my blessing
I'll crush all doubt, leaving them reminiscing

I've suffered through endless pain
But I see her, and it all goes away
It never matters what I've been through
She makes it better no matter what I do

But being with her bring more pain
All I've done for her, it was all in vain
I think I love her, my heart can't rest
But sh'es just a friend, no more no less

I can do anything with her in my mind
From a championship, to a fight of any kind
When I saw her, something came over me
It was the best feeling I could ever feel

Now I wait for her, full of hope and wonder
Waiting for the day that we can be together
But now, I use her as my concentration
To fuel my incorruptible determination

My focus is basketball, day in and day out
Nothing can stop me, there will be no doubt
For greatness, I've shed blood, sweat, and tears
I will show no mercy, I will show no fear

There will be a day when all men will know
That this man right here is the best of them all
This goal softens my pain and sorrow
It gives me hope that there will be tomorrow

I've shown you my pain, I've told you my glory
And now comes the end of my story
So many errors, so little done
But I will fix everything, I've just begun

My whole life's a puzzle, one I need to solve
I'm missing some pieces, I need to find them all
The pieces I have, where do they fit?
I need to find out, my life's incomplete

All my life, I knew something was missing
And all I did was keep on wishing
But now, actions must be taken
I need to fix things; I must awaken

All my struggles made me whole
All my sorrows forged my soul
As much as I want to, nothing will change
It's my reminder that I've made mistakes

All this pain has made me stronger
I can't complain, cause nothing's over
There's more pain along the way
I can't live a life filled with hate

I've gone through many, I've had regrets
It created my life that I'll never forget
I've faced my struggles, I won't be a quitter
And for my future, I won't be bitter

My past is an error, it gave me no lift
But today is my present, today is my gift
Today, I change things, for better not worse
Today is the day I lift up my curse

Thinking back, I never knew what's right
But that'll change; it ends tonight
Tonight marks the start of my glory
But now, this is the end of my story

Intro to thisdudespost

Welcome to my blog thanks for coming! This is my first post here in my new blog and I wanna introduce myself a lil bit and establish some ground rules to you subscribers of mine.

My name is Jean Villarama (first name pronounced like Sean) and I currently live in Lumberton, NC. I go to good ole' Lumberton High School and its actually not as bad as people say it is - trust me its pretty bad but is not as bad as people that go out there say it is. Its the best school Robeson County has to offer, and I'm pretty sure it could be a lot worse. Moved here from Philippines when I was 9, so I'm kinda growing up in 2 different cultures, but its cool. I've kinda adapted here and no one even notices that I'm foreign born. No, I'm not a citizen yet, but I've already applied and I'm well on my way to be one - THAT MEANS I'M A LEGAL IMMIGRANT. You won't belive how many times people think I'm illegal just cuz I told I wasn't a citizen yet. Anyways, I'm not gonna be staying here in Lumberton for long... just learned a month or two ago that I was moving to Anaheim, California, and if you don't know, that's all the way across the country. I'll be leaving after this school year, so that means I'm spending my senior year across the country, one year before I graduate, in a place full of strangers when I could've had a chance to graduate here with my friends that I spent almost half of my life with. It's been tough, trust me, probably the toughest month and a half of my entire life, knowing that I'm gonna lose almost everything after this school year finishes out, and that idea's gonna linger in my head till I actually move, but that's just part of life. I gotta grow up and take what's handed to me. Just wish I had a choice in the most life-altering decision of my life yet. But my parents don't care about that. It's all about business - better opportunities over there, more people, etc. and I admit that's nice, but I'm one year from graduating. I wish they could see that as parents instead of caretakers.

Gotta make the best with what I have right now. I feel like I have terminal illness and I only have a certain amount of time to live. If you wanna know more, look for more posts and I'm sure each one will reveal a little something about myself, or just ask me. I don't have time to post up everything about me in this one blog, so I'm gonna try to space it out every now and again.

Now for business. First what I post here is all about my thoughts on certain things and things I wanna share. If you guys want me to discuss certain things, or share my thoughts and opinions about something, just let me know and if I find it intelligent and worthy of actually pondering about, I'll share my thoughts on it. No, I wont discuss religious views, unless I am asked to, mainly because people are easily offended. I respect everyone's opinions and points of view, and I won't even try to bring it up. The things I will post about are current events that I feel like I have to speak about, certain works I've done (such as poems, videos, etc.) and things I've thought about that I think are philosophically mind-blowing. And I'll try to post up some interesting things, because I really want the world to see what I've been doing these past 17 years, that I haven't just been taking up space. Well that's it for now, if I decide to break some of these rules, don't get mad at me; it's my blog I can do whatever I want. More posts are coming up soon though hope you guys enjoy!